On a recent drive to a supermarket, I revisited some of the music from the past. This time however, I did a little deeper look into said music. I know the words to a lot of the music I listen to. There are a lot of songs, and often if I know the words for the entire song-it is due to a moment, or memory attached to the song. Footloose is my all time FAVORITE song, but I do not know all the words. I don’t need to-I know the ones I danced to with my mom, when I was younger. Sometimes that’s all we ever needed to learn. I sure do miss that lady……..
I heard this one while walking into the store. I shopped local, as I try to do-no not clout, historicals…. Anyway-Let me drop the lyrics. You can choose to listen to the song as well, but for my; elders, it is NOT John Lennon’s voice, nor are they his lyrics…as a matter of fact, he probably wasn’t even a thought while this song was being written…. Who knows, maybe one of Oko’s song was the influence to this song…anyway-read the lyrics. I will get back with you when you are done.
Sick and angered by my friends extremely cold
Heartless talkin’ shit behind my back about me
To my friends the source a jealous passion
Towards a spirit stuck in contention and feel
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
Just endangered with my friends extremely bold
Honest I’ll be when it comes to me
I said I’m sorry
But you don’t hear me
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
I tried to say that I was sorry to you
But you don’t think I speak honestly
That okay ’cause I can move on now
I’m so sorry, no
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and again
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Stephen Steele Richards / Philip M. Lipscomb / Michael Frederick De Wolf / Jarrod Douglas Montague
I’m sure it’s difficult. Being married to me, being my friend on a day to day basis, being one of my children. I am usually either Ranting about something that pissed me off, or Raving about a new concept or idea. Sometimes though, I am accused of being narcissistic, and I can see where it comes from. For the record, I think VERY highly of myself, after being told for so long, I am less that what I am. I DO believe I have no value, nor substance; yet it’s counter-acted with education obtained while in seclusion both chosen by and for myself.
Music is my solace, I had not paid much attention to this song in a while. Was the first one on the playlist that I let the app create based on the words I put into the list. Unsure how this particular song hit the playlist-but it hit pretty hard at home plate.
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