BULLY!

I’m not the bully,

I’m not the bad guy,

I’m not the one that caused,

That proverbial black eye.

I’m not the one who caused the pain,

The suffering Or the beating,

I went through hell while

My soul was still bleeding.

I walked away before I was to blame,

For all the pawns causing checkmate in the game.

I got smart in my actions, my ethic my time

I even filled in the blanks as i read between the lines, being told everything would be fine.

I got caught up in the monetary madness while

You continue to cause misguided intellectual sadness

I’ve been here before you think I’m stupid-I see

But

Doesn’t happen anymore not to me, not for free

When someone walks away from you “the victim; abused”

You make sure everyone knows you were the one that was used

All the back talk

THAT 2 sided lip service

Someday maybe you will see they don’t deserve this

Pain caused by your own success,

Climbing that mountain and claiming distress in a dress

You took substantial advantage

And control

Of those people who take it serious although

You wanted something better

And once you got it,

You will never realize those who helped you were shot at

In the midst of the bullets and deceitful word play

We were here to help you so that you got your own way

I’m not stupid

I know this

I know

Sorry but its my time to go. To walk away to continue

I will be on my own way

Maybe you will see it from that angle someday

But

You already proved that its something you cannot or you won’t

You will still do what many others don’t

Make everyone feel bad for you,

Even though they helped you succed like a few

Others

That have pushed polished and prayed

That maybe just maybe you’ll be better someday

Now what are going to do when you are found to be down

After everyone else around you lays on the ground

Unwilling to help you they saw your deceit

They peeked through the blinds to see the word soaked sheet

The issues you caused they will not proceed you

Someday your actions will cause the sheet to bleed through

Bully!